• 2020-10-09 23:43:18
  • LizaNgaku
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  • LizaN

Best friends are so overated

I had a best friend. She was always there for me when I needed her.She always held on me and supported me even when i was acting like douchebag and pushing her away.She always did everything in her power to make me happy.I felt safe with her.She was like my second home.My family, my soulmate.I saw myself in her. Everytime I was with her i felt like i was home.I would have taken a bullet for her.Not knowing that she was the one behind the trigger.

They say “kikulacho ki nguoni mwako”.My best friend was behind all my downfalls.I didn\'t know all the laughter that we shared, all the sacrifices she made for me was her way of hiding her evilness. I\'ll never forget that I lost my job, my boyfriend and spent a night in a cell because of my “bestfriend”.The person who made me laugh the most made me cry even harder, the one i trusted with all my heart has made it impossible for me to ever trust anyone again.The person i would have taken a bullet for was the one behind the trigger. 

My heart aches, I\'m all alone in this big world.I feel like giving up sometimes.Maybe i did wrong her in one way or the other, and I know that I am not perfect. But did I really deserve such betray?